Teach me

While singing the closing song,  Teach Me to Walk in the Light in sacrament the second verse struck me hard.
“Come, little child, and together we’ll learn.
Of his commandments, that we may return.
Home to his presence to live in his sight.
Always, always to walk  in the light.”
As tears were rolling down my face I had an over whelming feeling that my angel baby returned to Christ's presence to live in his sight. I just knew that is exactly where my baby needs to be.
I miss my baby every day and I have an ultra sound picture of it on my bedroom shelf and every time I walk into my room I feel it there with me.
I have a lot to learn with infertility and why my desire to be a mother again isn’t being answered in the way I want it, but I do know that He is teaching me in his way.  
“Father in Heaven, we thank thee this day.
For loving guidance to show us the way.
Grateful, we praise thee with songs of delight!
Gladly, gladly we’ll walk in the light.”